| Location | Seaham-newcastle-dublin |
| Age | 22 years |
| Date of Birth | 9/1979 |
| Date of Death | 8/2002 |
| Visitors | 2,924 since 06/12/2007 |
| Creator |
Neil lived in Seaham, county durham until he was 19, he then lived in Newcastle before moving to Dublin where he sadly ended his life on August 31 2002.
How can I can describe Neil?
Well there are not enough words that can describe Neil and what he meant to me. Neil was a true angel. He was charasmatic, beautiful, loyal, sensitive, emphatic, humourous, intelligent, sincere, perfect. And so god took him back...
My Dear Neil I love you always and remember you forever, god bless sweetheart, until we meet again my love, nearly 6 years now since u left the earth plain and i think of you every day, ur forever friend shellybops xxx
The emotions of my soul
A sea of pain washes through me
Emotion ripping though my soul
An ocean of my emptiness
My dreams my hopes my goals
Have left the core of my universe
Meandering with the flow
Of the Sea the Ocean the River
The emotions of my soul
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Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you wake in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starlight at night.
Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die...
Hey you ! I'm sorry I forgot your birthday today..ive been on holiday (to remote scotland...another story!)...I was pulled to your dusty picture twice today on my way to work so knew it was important and i had to clock in here! you never cease to be my soulmate Neil, true love eh?. My pace of life has ground to a halt and im hoping to move to Scotland soon..just me, my dogs, and solace while in this life. Happy birthday darling xxx
32nd Birthday
My Darling Neil, I can't believe that I'm spending another of your Birthdays without you. I miss you so much. Catch the kisses I've sent with the wind and blow some back for me, I'll know it's you when they touch me. Love you Always, Mam xxx
It's just over nine years since I last saw you smile. I miss it sooooo much words can't even describe. For every day I am over the age you will have ever seen in this world I feel guilty even more. Not a day goes by when your not in my mind my thoughts or my heart and it never gets easier. Not ever! The older o get the more i think i knew you so little. I wish i had been old enough to have known you better. Inside out. Your favourite foods, your favourite things to do. I just want a hug of my big brother! Just one little hug is that really so much to ask? I love you more than you will ever know! sleep tight big bro I love you x
Another Christmas and another New Year without my beautiful boy. I miss you so much. I think of you Always, xxx love from Mam
hey bud
Hey.... I cant believe ur 31 !!! wheres the time gone neil?
Am sorry i wasnt here on that crossover day or ur birthday.
It still hurts likes hell....time is no healer....dunno who won a prize in history for sayin that....its not true.....
I wont ever say "good bye" to u. Your not gone ur here. Ur not never ever forgotten... ...a know u didnt think much of god, but ...god bless u ...we will meet again soon in gods garden...and he said...suffer my children who come unto me.....RIP xx
Birthday wishes
Happy 31st birthday my precious son,
How I miss you so much especially at this time of year when I should be able to hold you close. I've sent my kisses on the wind, my love straight to your soul, my thoughts always with you. Love from mam xxx
Birthday Wishes
Happy Birthday Neil hun. Never far from my thoughts, lucky to have had you in my life. Miss and love you. Katy xxx

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